I can’t cope with all this stress. I’m near exhaustion and I wish I was dead.
I’m so sick of the biology department at my school.
Last week at parents evening, my two teachers were saying I was too quiet and that they’d like to hear me speak more. Fair enough, I know that’s something I need to try to improve a little bit. Then today, I said something to my friend while we were working and talking (about the work, I may add) and my teacher goes “Emma be quiet, I’m sick of hearing your voice”
Later in the lesson when me and my friend were sharing a book and my teacher again shouted at me to get another one. He did this both times in front of the class, humiliating me and then humiliating another girl by saying “You’re getting as bad as her!”. He’d also made a sarcastic comment to something I had said earlier on in the lesson when talking to my friend, which I felt was unnecessary and again humiliating for me.
Plus, he was going on about how perfect these two other students were and said “Maybe the rest of you will be like these two one day”. Blatant favouritism. I’m all for humour and teachers striving to ensure pupils reach their full potential but this is behaviour I simply cannot stand. I wanted to walk out of the room and cry.
I am there because I enjoy your subject, want to learn and eventually succeed. I turn up to lesson every single day with the correct equipment and look forward to learning. I can’t believe you can belittle a student like that. No wonder I now want to stop studying what was once a favourite subject of mine. I shouldn’t let this affect me as much as I have but today really felt like the final straw.
-You play Smaug, you play the dragon.
-Yeah, the dragon, which is great thing to be able to say.
-And especially you do voiceover.
Benedict Cumberbatch reading R. Kelly lyrics [x]
How am I ever gunna look him in the eye again?
You wink, apparently :P